Overwhelmed

I have not been able to sleep properly in days. Partly due to night-pain, partly due to waking up to pee, and partly due to crying puppies outside my door demanding all of my attention.

This means I have very few spoons to start each day with, and not as many as my puppy demands from me each day.

Rambo's going away for a while on Friday and I don't know how I'm going to cope. Scouser's coming to stay for the weekend, supposedly to help out but I feel that trying to be awake and sociable for her will just drain me even further.

Moxie ate my brand-new headphones that were so awesome last night. I blame myself for leaving them out for her to chew, but I didn't realise that going upstairs to the loo would end with me being stuck up there and going to bed. I asked Rambo to put my laptop away, but he didn't even shut it down, let alone put the cables out of her reach.

I don't know why something as stupid as having my headphones eaten should put me into such a state of depression but I think it's more of a last-straw kind of thing.

I am so not dealing well with anything right now, and so terrified of next week, and so overwhelmed by it all, and I just don't know what to do.