I'm Going Crazy

OWWWWWWWWW.

+Yaaaaaaaaaaawn.

^Pain and fatigue. That is all my life is.

I missed a doctor's appointment this morning because I just could not make myself be awake for it. I'd care more if I thought there was any chance my doctor would have gotten me some painkillers but all I can think is 'At least I didn't hurt myself walking down there.'

When I DID wake up the first thing I did was read news and blogs and catch up on current politics, as I do most days. Then, as I do most days, I cried and settled into a slump of depression and was unable to do anything for hours.

My mental health can't take knowing what the government's doing, but I can't bear to NOT know. I don't want it just sprung on me all at once later, but the constant barrage of assaults on equality and justice are slowly eroding my sanity.