Thursday, 30 September 2010

16 Hours

until Rambo comes home. I can't fucking wait. I am falling apart here.

Crazy abdominal pain flared up out of the blue on Sunday and my Mebeverine for some reason isn't doing shit about it. Then Dini kicked me in the stomach and I was unable to walk/cough/sneeze/laugh/BREATHE PROPERLY for the next few days.

Pain level's been at 8-9 since Sunday. Moxie has not helped in the slightest. I have no spoons left whatsoever, have borrowed quite heavily from the bank, and once Rambo comes home I will take to bed and crash for a good few days.

Needless to say, I've not been able to get any writing done, and am fucking hating myself for that. I had over a fucking month to get this done and I left it until the last week because I write better with a deadline but I wasn't expecting Rambo to bugger off and crazy flare-ups to happen.

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